I'm updating again today =)
I ate lunch at Charley's subs but like 10 minutes after I was hungry again.
I think that's a good thing, right? hah.
I'm just sitting at home, per use... I'm not quite sure if that's the right spelling for what I'm trying to say, but I'll just roll with it. I watched Oprah earlier; It was about Twilight. Honestly, I only watched like the first part up to when Rob Pattinson wasn't speaking anymore and I was like, "Okay, not intrested anymore." I read somewhere that he said that it's really hard for him to date because girls expect him to be Edward and when they realize he's not they don't like him anymore. & if that's actually true, that's extremely disappointing because he seemed like such a freaking cutie. Examples of his cuteness would include: the way he presents himself, his laid-back charm, quirkiness, confidence and the fact that he can be goofy and seem like himself even on national television.In addition, his accent helps also! On another note, I cannot believe how much Kirsten Stewart resembles Bella: the stuttering, shyness, gestures and all. It was kind of shocking.
Anywho, my 18th birthday is on Saturday and I'm pretty damn happy about that.
It's weird how time has flown by.
I remember being five like it was yesterday. It's quite nuts.
I always pictured my 18th birthday to be this crazy, fun day.
You know, getting a small tattoo, shopping with my bestie, going out to dinner in a cute, new outfit.
& it's turning out that it's not going to be like that at all.
There's two things that my fiance and I are stuck in the middle of.
Detour One: his bestfriends college graduation.
That one I really don't feel like going to. Mostly for that fact that his other bestfriend is trying to make my fiance go by saying that my 18th is not important because I will have a ton of birthdays after that.
Excusez-moi! But, no, this will be my only 18th birthday of my entire life, jerk.
This is a clear example of guys trying to put into action the "bros before hoe's" act.
& I'm not allowing that becuase it's kind of just plain mean.
Detour Two: Festival with his Grandma.
His grandma wrote on his birthday card that she sent him that she wasnt feeling well,
and that she missed going to this festival they have around the town that she lives in.
I have a huge soft spot for the elderly and really nice and sweet grandmothers
& his grandmother fits into this category.
She hasn't been doing very well and I think it would really mean alot to her if we took her.
So, I would love to pass up my crazy 18th birthday day to spend it with her.
I mean, you never really know if this will be her last. =/
& The Lovely Icing on the Cake:
I really want a Dooney & Bourke triple zip crossbody bag for
my birthday from my fiance.
I have been droooling over it for months now.
& this morning guess what idea he proposes?
He suggests that we use the money that we were going to spend
on eachother for our birthdays (his is on friday) to buy a Wii.
No, I'm not completely against the idea.
They do seem fun but I think it would only be used alot
if we had little ones running around, which isn't going to happen anytime soon.
I guess I should just suck it up right?
I mean this is what happens when you're in a realtionship.
You don't always get to do everything you want,
exactly when you want to do it.
I suppose the grown-up thing to do (gosh, I hate that word) is to just wait
to have my crazy birthday day with my true best friend in Florida when I go visit in June.
I'll have the extra cash and it will be really cool to spend the day with her.
btw: if anyone has a polyvore my site is
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=1518073
& I am addicted! lol
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